i think my head's going to explode

i have the worst headache, it needs to go away right now cos its making me feel sick.
im worried. a person who means the world to me is talking about how down they feel and how much they need me. i try to talk to them but they decided to go out instead. guess they're feeling better then :/
today has been pretty shit if im honest. im worried about college, this person, im missing my friends, and im hating myself for being ill all the time. not a good day, i feel as though im in a bit of a rut, its happened before and i'll crawl my way out of it again im sure. i just have to find the way.